'SUNK'en Friend'SHIP'

well....this is the result of what happens to a person who loves to sleep in class but wants to do something in order to avoid it in a class which he finds interesting but still wants something better to do

'SUNK'en FrienD'Ship'

She wasnt the most beautiful one around;
but still the one who was my smile;
Friend she was the best one;
Time immemorial though it was only a year;
All her pretty troubles,were mine to solve;
All my personal problems were hers to advise;
Though not at the forefront, i was always there;
Things seemed the best of it;
Her b'day was a months planning;
A day happy she was , or was I;
The innumerable phone calls vivid in my memory;
As though they had just happened;
Things at peak always fall down;
Ignorant of the fact as I was;
My concern turned out to be my fault;
White were my intentions,Not black;
When everyone said warn her, i said shut up to them;
And asked her to go ahead;
When i finally warned her;she didnt even say that;
She wouldn say anything after that;
Forgotten i had ,that she had an intellect too;
Maybe much mature than mine;
Trusted her i should as i did before;
But a minute's a mistake, a lifetime of remorse;
Her decisions were hers, ad not mine to advise upon;
There it broke,there it ended;
The friend'ship' just sunk;
An year of close joy,confidancy,revelry;
A moment of abrupt end;
Some say i dont deserve her friendship;
Some say she doesnt deserve mine;
As the best things turned Sour;
Octal months have passed since;
My friendship had all;
But turned my worst failure;
Lessons learnt!? i dont kno!!;
Happy she is that I know;
Moving ahead with a smile just I am...................................................


30/6/09